Today was my last day. It wasn’t too bad. Just packing and eating and being with Dillon. It was hard to say goodbye and I kinda had to run out before I started ugly crying on his porch.
Why is it that I’m literally going on an adventure, but I still feel like same old same old? Probably because I’ve known about it for a year. It’s not exactly spontaneous, but you can’t have it all, can you?
Anyways, so farewell Tumblr, and my friends, and Dr. Who and The Vlogbrothers, and Sherlock, and Facebook and all those lovely things that help me believe that my life is somehow more important or meaningful than it is. It’s going to be weird without you, but I think I’ll be able to make it.
Oh god. I jumped on the Dr. Who train a bit late. But I managed to watch the entire second season in one day, And I haven’t cried so intensely because of a TV show in such a long time.
Last day of school school tomorrow, and I get to come in late and do an art final. Whoot woot.
This is a “big step” in my life, ya know? No more high school. But…I feel surprisingly unexcited about it. It’s like when you’re 15 and it’s Christmas and you realize it’s not as exciting as it once was. I’ve been looking forward to not having to go to normal school for so long, that I feel like I left it a long time ago.
Okay so I’ve tried to do this before but nobody’s given a real response. I think the sailing blogs should reblog this so we can find each other! There are so many out there that I don’t know about and we should all be friends!!! Yayy!
I get the feeling that I’m actually a much shittier person than I think I am.